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A Momentary Bliss

by Billy Zach

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1.
I don’t belong you’ve got it wrong I don’t belong you’ve got me wrong Don’t wanna shine in the headlight Get overlooked in the dark Sink in the quiet night Or be an obtrusive trademark I don’t belong to the good ones My shirt is plastic not clean/green I don’t wanna be done Resign and join the machine
2.
Disappointed 06:39
I’m so disappointed I believed in the weight of the word I believed that they will be heard I believed justice will be served Don’t believe in the weight of the word What goes around, comes around, nothing ever comes back round I’m so disappointed I’m afraid of the weight of the world I’m afraid of the ways of the earth Fear the fall of the unturned I’m afraid of the unconcerned What goes around, comes around, nothing ever comes back round Get your both hands on the ground, nothing ever comes back round And do you hope that you still gonna find it? And do you hope that you make it big? And do you hope that your life gets perfected? And do you hope that this is it? Goes around comes around, nothing ever comes back round And I’m still waiting for your mail And I’m still keeping up my tail And I’m still chasing the white whale And I’m still horrified to fail And I’m still waiting for your call And I still feel so very small And still I’m standing in the hall A number no one seems to call And every once and now and then I’m setting sail again And every once and now and then I’m disappointed in the end
3.
I’m dull and yes I am faulty I’m not the best human version of me So you seemingly take me apart Cause you’re all just so goddamn smart But you’re so cold So controlled It’s only getting worse Too proud there’s no reverse Asperse, asperse And nobody likes coffee in teacups If a mind is already made up And precision is lightly dismissed If you’re better, because you insist But you don’t hear I’m not unclear Why don’t you hear? I am clear It’s only getting worse Too proud there’s no reverse It’s only getting worse Asperse, asperse
4.
Dear Sister 03:48
Dear sister in awe to you Cause after all you made it through The first row’s always occupied And your fist is raised prepared to fight There’s a fire in your eyes A ground that I can never find We’re so different, it’s detailed But united should we stand or fail While some bought houses to get rich You won’t bend over, bribe dismissed While I got weary, I got cold feet You still kept marching on the street „We’ve got nothing but oursleves to fight“ You said when pigs with sticks ran wild When chief pig said „all is safe“ Your slingshot took already aim A hint of pride, of admiration You’re not benumbed by sheer frustration When a rich, bold man declared We’re all the same and treated fair On, rades on Struggle on A call to arms A hopeless task Sincerely yours, forever yours A scared one, a concerned one
5.
In an act of innocence he cuts him out his life Some big idea of that big idea, a dream to leave behind Scribblings of false prophecies of long disproven tales Takes his guitar, takes his honesty and at dawn, a new day In an act of naitivity he declares to struggle on He scrawls down his poetry and at night drinks at Old John’s He opens up his heart and soul but no one understands His father’s Gibson trashed and sold, he is wading through quicksand And when they met, he drunk, she dressed in black He hoped to steer, clear, no regrets And call it thrilling, call it infectious he burns them up at both ends He fails to divide affections and he fails to make amends „Safe me darling, safe me“, is all he has to say And as he gulps another due tear, unknowingly stuck in foul play And when he struggles he’s close to quit He stems the effort, convinced he does his bit And in his failure and his guilt, he takes a train to bruges He strays all day, boots capped in filth, numbs his sore feet with booze „And what’s the use of romanticism?“, if it doesn’t even feel right Get some idea of that big idea and then he calls her late at night And as she struggles, she’s close to leave A selfish wager, art and grief And as he scruffs through his belongings, throws out his warning bills with rage Hopes to perceive some silver lining, but all he finds a white blank page „How goddamn stupid“, he cries out, to cut him out his life „And all my proclamations, they make no sound and no one’s reading what I write And though I try so hard to keep it up, I’m never satisfied And though I stumble, I fall, I try to stop“ aware but occupied And it’s a story of regret, a story told a thousand times He’s chasing dragons until the sun is set, new day, a dawn, a light
6.
But Still 07:06
Despise your imperfections, I love you indiscretion But still It’s all that desperation, it’s all that devastation But still, it’s all we have A lack of destination, a lack of explanation But still So small the compensation, don’t feel no obligation But still And at the end a lttle light, in all that dark it’s hard to find But still It took some time to realize, that there is nothing otherwise But still It’s all we have The day is saved it’s bowling night Another click so little likes Another vice you left behind A riot night a payrise fight A reformation little change Guys got pissed things won’t change A hopeless state in a hopeless state Too little, too late
7.
Powerless 04:22
A fatal urge to live A surplus fot the rich A hopeless drive to work A prayer in a church A bird up in the sky A craving to get high A presence of regress Powerless A life full of delays Thrilling and deranged A presence so depressed Powerless Nights not to forget Nights full of regret A presence of success Powerless Take it as it is: a momentary bliss Take it as it is
8.
I’m waiting for progression A stage keeps passing by I’m waiting for this forward look To stop now all my life And I chase, I chase things I can’t change I play, must play along in rage Don’t I try hard enough TIK TOK I’m still waiting, I’m struggling on Beginnings seek an end The journey is the gift they say But will I ever reach some land And I run, I run it’s almost done But once I’m on, already gone Don’t I try hard enough TIK TOK
9.
Something a blameless whisper From way down in the hole Mirage of a false sister A leash I just can’t hold At it lurks when I’m asleep And it lurks when I am weak A push push push to sleep A pressed cry for release And I can’t stand the violence And I can’t stand the pride And I can’t stand the anger And I can’t stand the lies But it comes Don’t bend the knee I wonder is this him or is it me? Are two apart or are two yet a team? Don’t wanna fight, have peace of mind Not yet I’m free, don’t bend the knee Something an evil whisper „I want to take control“ A brute, a shady mister Something I just can’t hold And I can’t stand the pressure And I can’t stand the hate And I can’t stand the failure And I can’t stand the rage But it comes Don’t bend the knee I wonder is this him or is it me? Are two apart or are two yet a team? Don’t wanna fight, be whole inside Not yet I’m free, don’t cut the leash

about

Billy Zach - the post-punk project based in Hamburg since 2019 is back with its second album "A Momentary Bliss" and picks out those barely definable moments in the chaotic, confused and merciless whirl of the modern social race/competitive life, which are located between despair, sadness, hope, anger and excess. The artistic processing of these moments by the Hamburg-based indie label La Pochette Surprise Records is just as diverse as their emotional range suggests. Between melancholic ballads, fast, biting punk whines and cold-blooded, rousing vocal interludes, an eerily beautiful musical contrast is created with which only a few artists can captivate: Drifting in a maelstrom of melancholy and longing just below the surface - continually on the verge of leaping out angrily-foaming in the best noise-rock manner - and yet at the same time sinking like a stone weighing tons and surrendering to the dreamy synthesizer soundscape of the stream.

Billy Zach invite you to follow them into the swampy, morassy abysses of the social undercity - teasing out the human abysses with pulsatingly monotonous bass lines and drum sets, yawning like a black hole between idealism and perpetual inner turmoil, and rendered by Max Zacherl with the shuddering calm of an experienced storyteller. Like graffiti on the collapsed walls of one's own self-image, the catchy songs sometimes jump out at you with a wall of sound consisting of shrill and insistently driving riffs by the two guitarists*, sometimes with the artistic finesse of the artist in a state of madness. But whether punky-loud or melancholic-dreamy - they crumblingly point to the vulnerable humanity that can be lost so quickly in the colorful neon light of the alleys.

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released January 27, 2023

All songs written, recorded and mixed by BILLY ZACH
Mastered by Daniel Husten
Artwork and Design by Tobias Cohrs

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